really?

So as I watch that baby ticker count down the days that are left I seriously can't believe I am STILL pregnant. What the heck!? Is this baby really going to wait until the due date to pop out? I really thought this being the fourth baby that I might get lucky and have an early labor. I got lucky with Lilly and was induced 2 weeks early because my doctor was going out of town so technically I was early with her, but not by my bodies own doing. My mom says I am really impatient and everyone likes to tell me that I should let that baby stay in there as long as she needs because she isn't ready to come out. But you know what I have to say to that.......I AM IMPATIENT! SO WHAT?! And she has had enough time in my womb. It is time to come out! When I watch the stretch marks growing up my belly everyday I can't help but feel horror and it makes me impatient. When I can't barely lift my legs into the car because the tendons and muscles feel like they are going to rip out I feel impatient. When I think that not only is the skin on my stomach going to rip open but also on my feet and ankles I want to cry, and yes it makes me impatient. I know that I am not going through anything different than most 9 month pregnant persons out there but I am DONE! DONE I TELL YOU! DONE! COME OUT ALREADY BABY GIRL!!!!! I can't walk anymore. People are laughing at me when I get out of my car. I can barely fit between my shower doors. Your sisters are forced to put my socks and shoes on because I can't reach. And here is the kicker......they couldn't fit one of the baby heart monitors around my gigantic belly at the doctors office so Iwas forced to just hold it into place for 20 minutes.......really, please......come out.